I have to admit....

 I am so excited right now...

WE ARE MOVING BACK TO UTAH!

Josh and I have been talking and decided that we really miss UT, and PA just doesn't feel like home to us. We are glad that we gave it a try and so greatful for his family and all the help they have given us, but we just can't shake the feeling that we "belong" in Utah. I don't think I regret moving, it showed me that Utah isn't that bad after all. Not only is all my Family there, all our hobbies are there too. PA is so different. It's almost like (quote from Josh) "we are in a time warp." We thought that maybe after a few months we would get use to it, and it wouldn't be so bad. In our case that didn't happen. Don't get me wrong, we both love the outdoor.... But we love the outdoors, outdoors. Living in the middle of nowhere sounds like heaven to some people and is for others, just not for us. I know Layla is going to miss "The farm life" and that makes me sad, but I think in the end it is best for all of us. Layla misses her Dad a lot and viscera, and I think being away from him has actually been a bad thing... I use to think that having her go back and forth from his house to mine was a bad thing and was bad for her. Now I know that maybe that is because it's "normal" for parents to live together. In Layla's case "normal" for her is that she has two great parents that happen to live in different houses. She has been going back and forth sense she was so little that has become her routine and to her that is stable. Like I said I am glad we tried it, and I hope before we leave we can visit New York and Jersey.. Seems only stupid not to. Being so close and all! :) We are going to do things a little different this time. We now know what it's like to move your family across the country so we know what to expect. We are going to purchase a house from PA before we even get to Utah. So that way we have a home to move into as soon as we get there. We also aren't planning on towing a trailer with our car. We were lucky we made it the first time.. lol We are going to rent a truck and tow our car behind it! We think that Layla will fly back with her Dad and be there for a few days without us. It is going to be a lot of work, and I don't particularly wanna move again, but I have to admit I CAN NOT WAIT TO GET BACK! Just the thought of it makes me all giddy inside! We plan on heading back the first of May. 

I am going to spend the next four months trying to make the best of it here in PA!

XXOO