Was that necessary?

I need to vent! So hear it goes.... I am so damn sick of rude people. I just don't understand it... I don't know if some people just don't realize that they are rude and hurting people's feelings, or maybe they just don't care. Either way I have had enough. I am so sick of it bringing me down, and even more sick of just brushing it off. I didn't do anything to you. In fact, I practically kiss your ass! Was that comment necessary? Would it kill you to be happy for me?
I can't say this enough, or put enough emphasis on this. I CAN NOT WAIT TO BE ABLE TO LIVE MY OWN LIFE AGAIN! I feel like each move I make now days is being dictated. That I feel like I can't even be myself. Like every move I make is being watched and judged. It is so annoying, and most of the time hurtful. I find my mind constantly thinking of being back in Utah with Josh and the kids and being able to live how we want. It literally consumes my mind most of the time. It's all I can think about. Trying to figure out ways that we can get there even sooner. I feel like staying here til May might kill me!
I know that living with a little family may not be the easiest thing, in fact I know it has probably been hard. I also know that I have put forth so much time and effort to make it comfortable for EVERYONE! I have been respectful, concerned and helpful. I just wish the same was given back to us. To feel so unwanted in a place and to be stuck there has to be one of the most horrible feelings ever. I can't help but ask myself... "Then why did you want us here so bad?!"
Anyways... I guess all I can say is that in the end I hope that you realize that how you live and treat people is not right!